Selasa, 29 Agustus 2023

Belajar Menulis dengan Baik menggunakan Bahasa Indonesia

 Haloooo,

Mau nulis nih, sekarang tanggal berapa ya? (Cek kalender dulu, tinggal geser layar ke bawah soalnya lagi nulis di hp)

Sekarang 30 Agustus 2023.

Nulisnya mau pakai bahasa indonesia aja, tapi malah lebih bingung daripada nulis pakai bahasa inggris. 

Waktu nulis kata "pakai" aja mikir, nulisnya mau pakai, pakek, apa menggunakan aja biar formal, tapi kok formal banget. Yaudah deh seadanya aja. 

Mari kita sudahi bahasa inggris dan memulai menggunakan bahasa indonesia yang baik dan benar. 


Trus jadi lupa kan mau cerita apa di tulisan kali ini. 

Kalo habis baca tulisan di masa lalu tuh rasanya jadi nyesel kenapa dulu nulisnya cuman dikit, kan aku jadi kurang mengenang masa lalu. Padahal banyak banget kejadian-kejadian yang seru. Apa mulai nyicil nulis memori masa lalu yang masih tersisa aja ya?

Di pare dulu kayaknya lama deh, 2 mingguan ada. Banyak cerita seru juga. Secara kesana sendirian pas libur semester 1 kuliah. Tapi yang pertama kali waktu smp sama temen sih. Itu juga seru. Duh malem malem emang banyak kenangan yang berkunjung di otak. 

Sekarang pukul 00.44 pas aku lagi nulis kalimat ini. 

26 tahun hidup di bumi, banyak hal yang sudah dilewati, 

Berbagi cerita, bukan untuk orang lain tapi,

Untuk refleksi diri sendiri

Kalo kamu suka, aku mau ucapin makasih 

Wkwkwkwk malah pantun mbaknya



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Yan aku belum cerita apa-apa yang mengena di post kali ini, 

Ngga bisa nih digituin ini tulisan. Harus ada yang mengena biar nanti aku bacanya di masa depan seneng. Cerita apa ya tapi?

Oh ini aja deh, curhatan.

Aku orangnya ngga suka jalan-jalan kan.

Tapi aku suka berteman sama ketemu orang, suka membantu dan baik hati tentu saja. (Mengklaim kebaikan diri sendiri tidak ada yang melarang kan?)

Bertemu orang baru, dengan karakter yang unik, di dunia nyata. 

Akhir-akhir ini aku mengalami pengalaman yang sangat menyenangkan itu, bertemu Mr. Joseph. Semoga beliau tidak protes namanya disebut di sini. 

Mr. Joseph berkewarganegaraan Amerika, tapi dia sudah menetap di Amsterdam beberapa tahun. Disana dia punya toko barang antik yang sangat cantik. Tokonya didominasi kayu yang di cat hitam pada bagian depannya, dia cerita kalo tokonya sudah berusia sangat tua. 

Mr. Joseph datang ke Bangkok sendirian diusianya yang lumayan sudah tua. Dia tidak pernah memakan daging alias vegetarian. Mungkin itu alasan dibalik keaktifan Mr. Joseph diusia tuanya. 

Aku males jalan-jalan, apalagi sendirian. Suka kepikiran sama parno kalo misal tiba-tiba sakit di jalan trus ngerepotin orang. 

Atau kehausan sampe pengen batuk tapi ga ada yg jual minuman, atau pas sakit perut tapi ngga ada toilet. Takut banget kalo itu terjadi hahaha

Apalagi pas capek trus pusing kliyengan tapi ga ada tempat duduk. Mending di rumah aja kan. 

Padahal dulunya atlet tapi kalo diajak jalan-jalan takut capek. Emang aneh badan sama pemikiran ini.  

Kan sedih, olahraga aja 3 jam juga sehat sehat aja engga pingsan padahal. 

Mr. Joseph aja berani ya ke Bangkok sendirian, ngga ada keluarga. Kok aku enggak bisa gitu sih? 

Iya tau ada yang salah dengan cara pandangku, tapi aku suka pemikiran dan pemandangan yang aku punya. Gimana dong? 

Jadi biarkanlah aku jadi orang yang males jalan-jalan kecuali lagi pengen. Ya walaupun banyak enggak pengennya sih.

Tapi aku suka ngamatin orang-orang kok, buat nyari semangat hidup pas aku lagi engga semangat, orangnya sering engga semangat hidup emang, mempertanyakan kehidupan dan banyak hal. 

Kok bisa ya orang yang kakinya putus tapi masih semangat jualan es batu? (Pertanyaan ini muncul pas aku lagi sedih kangen rumah)

Kok bisa ya orang buta semangat banget nyanyi di jalanan buat dapetin uang? (Pas aku kesel kuliah)

Dan banyak hal lain juga mengajarkanku untuk merenung akan  pertanyaan yang muncul tiba-tiba. 

Sepertinya tulisanku sudah cukup berbobot. Hahaha

Kapan-kapan aku mau foto orang-orang yang semangat untuk hidup biar kalian yang baca juga ada gambaran, atau nanti aku mintain foto tokonya Mr. Joseph ke orangnya hahaha. 

Makasih udah baca. 

Senin, 15 Mei 2023

Will this be missed?

Bangkok, 16th May 2023

Its 01.14 am now, lot of things need to do tomorrow.
I did so many things too today, but why I cant sleep peacefully when I need a rest.
So many things happen, want to enjoy this moment till suddenly it just come.
Some random words that construct good question for me, not sure for someone else will also be good enough or not. 
"will this be missed?"
Have you asked that question? I just did.
What is "this" refer to? Every possibility that can be, 
this moment, will it be missed?
This place, will you be misses the place that you are at right now?
Or this feeling that you keep inside your heart. 
This mind, this soul? 
Every this in your life, will be these that will donate memories.
Those memories will build you, to be what you will be.
I think every this will shape you to be different, from before. 
Ntah itu jadi baik atau buruk.

Just remember that you are loved.
Even by yourself its still love right? Or maybe your secret admirer.


ps: you must hear song by mocca with the title is secret admirer. 
It is so good and calming.
The picture is the view from my room's window. I stay at 17th floor

I think thats all that I want to read today. 
Just wasting my time that I dont know what to do because I cant sleep. Love you

Rabu, 03 Mei 2023

3rd May 2023

 Well, hello again.

this is me, the older me, on 3rd may 2023.

maybe in the past "you" (I talk to my self) never imagine that I will write this post far far far... away from home.

Miss home so much till I don't know what willl I feel if I can go back home.

Actually, its not that hard but there will always be thousand reasons that hold me not to go back home.


Bangkok,

Much people love this city, they come to enjoy the place, food, weather, don't know. By the time I cant enjoy this place anymore. So many things happens, mostly not really the good one.

I learnt a lot from you, not only from the place or campus but also from the citizens. Facing uncomfortable moment till it drop me to the bottom of my capacity (which I believe I cant handle those). 

Turn out I still can handle these till now, till the day I write this post.

I want to always remember that "I'm not the only person who suffering in this world, I'm much more lucky than thousand of human being out there. Never forget to be thankful for what you have and be. When its hard just survive and that too will pass. If you feel you cant survive? well, its a bit horrible but all I can say is just try to live your life. Feel it, bad and good it never stay forever. People said life is just like a wheel right? well people said it, not me. Of course if I have a choice I will choose the good one only, don't want the wheel to rotate and turn our position on the bottom. 

Is it bad when we are in the bottom? Let's try to think it together.

Hmmm, from the bottom we can see the world larger from NEW PERSPECTIVE. We can see the view angle that we cant see when we are on top. The angle will effect the view? It will, we will understand everything wiser when we felt miserable. Understand why people doing something ...... need to go because I need to measure the decolorization rate that I already incubate for 6H.

hope I can write again soon. see you 


Jumat, 28 Juni 2019

Halo, Ini Indah di tanggal 29 Juni 2019 00:22

untuk diriku sendiri,
disuatu hari nanti

Halo, ini Indah di tanggal 29 Juni 2019

mungkin nanti catatan ini akan dibaca diri saya sendiri ketika berumur lebih tua,
cuman mau bilang, kamu pernah mengalami masa dimana bingung terhadap hati kamu sendiri,
tidak mau memaksakan tapi kamu menginginkannya,
agak sedikit egois? memang, tapi kamu seharusnya sudah cukup dewasa untuk mengontrol perasaan.
atau emang sedikit aneh dengan melakukan hal bodoh?

Mungkin memang pemikiran kamu agak berbeda dengan orang pada umumnya,
dan mungkin memang sedikit unik atau? sedikit tidak normal? hmm
yang bisa menilai hanya orang lain.
Ketika seseorang sedang jatuh cinta, mereka memang bisa gila.
dan ketika cintanya tidak terbalas? kata sebuah penulis novel " hanya waktu yang bisa menjawab"

Waktu, berbaik hatilah kepadaku,
karena dicuekin disaat dewasa itu enggak enak.
dicuekin saat sudah mengerti banyak hal itu menyedihkan.
tapi jika aku bisa bertahan? akankah berbuah kebahagiaan?
jika iya, aku rela menahan rasa sakit wkwkwk
gaya banget.

To someone,

Sometimes I want you to be me, feeling this sadness when someone you love ignore you.
Sometimes I want to forget this feelings, That I still love you till now
No one can change your place in my heart,
But why you cant do the same?
Only me in your heart? Its just my dream when Im sleeping
I pray someday both of us will get the best from Allah.
will we be together or not,
I hope you always be happy and sorry if I always bothering your life :(


Fotonya diambil di selecta


The distence

When did we meet? Never
When did we know each other? Im not sure but I think 1 or 2 years ago.
But I feel that we are a good friend now.
You are too far away in other country and Im here.
I can accompany you do your activities and discuss everything about us, about our mindset, about daily problem etc.
It just a dream for me which I thought a lot for several days
It never happen till now,
But you said that we will meet someday.
Didnt you?
Did you know? When you said that, It so hurt me hehehe.
Cause I will be so hurting when it wont be reality.
I will do the best and study hard to learn be fluent in english.
Although Im not sure with my skills if I can raise my dream to be fluent speaking english :)
I should kill all my special feelings to you.
Im afraid it will kill me back someday if I dont kill them now,
Im afraid if I will be hurting so much again.
I dont want to be sad, stressful, and frustated because of someone anymore.
There are lots usefull things to do than b3 frustated with a relationship.
Am I wrong? Maybe not.
It was nice to know you, but I should stop my self curious about your life.
I will try to be a normal friend with you.
Stop thinking about you or if I can, I wont enter your life again :)
June, 19th 2018
-MSM-

Jumat, 22 Februari 2019

22 Februari 2019

Setelah lelah dan agak kurang enak badan,
Berjam jam kena macet,
Semua rasa itu hilang ketika bertemu org yg kita sayang.

Emak ❤

I want to love you with all my heart before I love someone who will take a whole of my life 😁

Jumat, 01 Februari 2019

Trip to malaysia part 1

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By : Indah Puji Lestari

The journey is never ending. There's always gonna be growth, improvement, adversity; you just gotta take it all in and do what's right, continue to grow, continue to live in the moment. -Antonio Brown
This is my 6th day in malaysia. It was my first time come to this country. I felt so excited before because I will meet my old friends who I know in a short program. That program is an international colaboration between my university, airlangga university from indonesia and Universiti Teknologi Mara malaysia. So I will tell you several experiences here. Hope you will enjoy it .

I went to malaysia by plane on sunday, January 27th 2019. It was holiday not only for us but also uitm student. So it will be best chance to spend holiday abroad. Cause I missed them so much since we separated after short program at airlangga university, my campus. I missed the momen when we laughed together, doing presentation and etc. They were so nice, friendly, cheerful, nd very kind.

We came to juanda airport before entering the plane. We choosed malaysia airlines as a transportation due to its cheap price than others. To be honest we already choosed another company but sadly the ticket sold out. And we have some benefit using malaysia airlines such as meals, free baggage till 20kg.
It was my first time go abroad so I felt a little bit nervous inside the plane. Well it was also my first time to go somewhere by plane.

I heard an airplane passing overhead. I wished I was on it. -Charles Bukowski
Do you want to know How I feel inside the plane when the plane is flying in the bad weather? It was a great feeling. I just put my trust on Allah that everything will be will be. It s the best for me. Because Allah is the best planner for us (I red that from internet  hahaha, if Allah is the best planner). I wasn't afraid, although my friend frightened me so many times. The reason why I wasnt afraid bacuse all of my friend still alive who have experience boarding plane even if in a bad weather and the cloud so dark in the evening, so do I. Why not? I will be okay. Thats the point hahaha.

“There’s not a word yet for old friends who’ve just met.”
-Jim Henson
I arrived at malaysia airport at 6.15 pm at indonesia meridian time , 7.15 pm in malaysia meridian time. Indonesia and malaysia have 1 hour different time. I was tired. Suddenly after did some checking at imigration post and took my bag, eventually met some uitm student near exit door. At the first several minutes I didnt recognize them, but they called my name then I was surprised. They still remember my name so well. It make me speechless and also happy. Then we go to a local restaurant for dinner by bus. I like tomyam, it taste very very very delicious hahaha

 I collect memories. I look for opportunities to try new things, go to new places, and meet new people all the time.-Marcel Wanders
We stay at uitm sereban campus dorm when we are on malaysia. The dorm is better than my campus. It was bigger and have complete stuff such as table, big cupboard with mirror inside, bed, wastefal and two bathrooms. The dorm is quiet because the campus activity is off. Sometimes I met new student, talk to them and play basket ball at night. Here they can play sport till mid night which is it very hard to do in our campus. Because we should do a lot of document permission to do night activities.

I love making new friends and I respect people for a lot of different reasons.-Taylor Swift
1st day we were welcomed by the headmistress of chemistry and enviremental bachelor, some lectures, and students. We were doing some informal ceremony and playing games. The games was so fun, we were divided in 5 groups, making cheers and presenting the cheers to all. From that day I got some new friends. There were many student that I didnt know before cause they didnt join the program in my campus. So my uitm friend list is added. Im happy of it . To be continue....